Human emotions is always so unpredictable. Just like the title of my blog, I tend to get sudden attacks sometimes without myself realising it. It just happen.
It has been almost 2 years since she left me. Yes, I do know that she will always be living in my heart but I still can't help missing her at times. Sometimes the feeling can be really strong. Especially when times when I am really unhappy or tired. It is a feeling that is beyond words can describe. Never have I missed someone so much before.
Times when I really feel tired or needed to talk to someone, I really wish that she is still around....to be there to listen to me, give me advice, or just being there for me physically is good enough. However, I know that this will never happen again. All I can do is only miss her and have her in my heart.
Sometimes, it makes me wonder... Will there be a day that I will no longer cry when I miss her? Maybe this day will never come.....