Last saturday night was a terrible night. I was still all right initially...Chatting with dear dear, having noodles and watching tv till the wee hours. I'm not sure why when I was sleep. My tears started flowing. I missed mummy very much. It's been a while since I last cried so hard and felt so sad. Yes, I do miss her on and off. But that night was different. Many scenes appeared as I was "raining". Really wished that she is still around, by my side...